Surviving My Life

Eh.

FINE.

After not one, but two phonecalls (one from my sister, and the other from the "Kathinator", I'll talk to her.

Jeepers.

I feel like I've already got a ball and chain...

posted by Jeremiah @ 21:43 4 comments

God?

So, after my night of insomnia, I wake up and head off to church this morning.

Who meets me at the door? A friend there and his wife - telling me they want to hook me up with some girl he works with who's 27 and single.

While I stared dumbfounded, he said "Her name is Reagan. Pray about it and let me know."

Then he walked away.

First of all, I've never been "hooked up" with anyone before. Secondly, what the heck?

Even now I'm dumbfounded.

I have no idea what to do. I have a feeling that when I pray about this, God's in heaven chuckling at me.

That's Surviving My Life.

I'll say one thing. My life is never boring...

posted by Jeremiah @ 22:49 4 comments

26. T-Minus 14.

Saturdays. Days off from work. The official day of "Sleeping In" and of doing what you want.

Days of complete boredom for me.

As much as I would love to say that "all I need is God", I can't. I need more. Someone to talk to would be nice. It would have to be a girl. Attractive. Oh, and she would have to like to laugh.

In 14 days, and 5 hours I'll be 26.

Gosh. 26.

Past the centerline of youth. 26 is officially closer to 30 than it is to 20.

I don't know. Maybe I'm just tired. But thinking of being 26 makes me depressed. I have nothing to show that my life has accomplished anything. I have nothing of value. No wife. No kids. No great job.

I'm single, living alone, with a lousy part time crappy job that pays me nothing, trying to figure out how to take what I have and pay bills that I cannot afford.

It makes me laugh. Take a picture of my life. It looks like the arial view of a train wreck.

Traditionally, I'm not a depressed person. I don't get depressed easily. In fact, you'll find that posts like this are always in the middle of the night - when it's quiet. When the tv is off, and the silence in my apartment brings to rememberance better times - and better places. When I realize that nobody special is calling to check up on me. And that tomorrow is a day filled with more of the same.

I find it funny when I hear people say "Pray. God is all you need." That's not true. He's not all I need.

Genesis 2:18 - "And the LORD God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a companion who will help him."

So where's myhelper?

Bah. I don't even know what I write in this thing. I feel like an idiot.

Then I realize - it's because I don't have anyone else to talk to except for my computer.

If someone could tell me if Wal*Mart has a sale on "Helpers", or know of any good paying Web/Video/Graphic Design jobs, I'd appretiate it. I could use the help.

Figures.

posted by Jeremiah @ 02:07 1 comments